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kissyourbehind.onsugar.com

2010-06-22T06:22:00.000-07:00

I wont change anymore. Promise!!!!

Indecisive

2010-06-19T03:02:00.000-07:00

No fear no doubt, I’ll provide the answer

Yes, shout with me "KNN, This Sheryl ah, change here change there like fun only!" ROFLOLZ. Im still in love with blogger. Haha. I cant seems to understand the other site's functions and all. Kinda preety confusing.

Cancerians- Refuse to change. Hard to adapt. (Y)

So yea, life's pretty much going up slope, and I like how Im busying myself with stuffs and events and everything. All I need super badly now is a job ($$$$$) and new shoes! Im tired of wearing flip flops, especially when you attend some places where flip flops aint allowed. And then Im left with only my heels (killer 5inches and 4inches) or a damn cute sneakers, with a hole at the bottom sole. Wear it out when it rains and thats it. And oh, my clens are coming soon!!! Holy guys up there heard my prayers and my clens are arriving BEFORE my bird day. Ahahaha. So I can enjoy my day without irritated eyes. Seriously, irritated eyes are big turn offs. Poof.

School's starting in two days time. And I just barely started my projects ytd. There are two to be handed in on Monday. Im so gna die man. I might as well hang myself upside down outta the window now. Plus, there's so many distractions on the net and I can barely focus, thus the little work done. Gotta finish up this post and... have dinner first. Hiak Hiak. And then pull up my socks, buckles and whatsoever and drill it on projects!

Oh dear, how I hate projects.

Dearest Lao aunty Looney Teng:
The parcel and pieces of my life, you tainted very film. Every movie of my life, you had a role. There inside, somewhere. Everywhere. Its been a long journey, we went thru every stupiest things. Its like they have said, we are a soul, separated by reincarnation.

Its been a upside down period. Fuxk the weather that had this crazy impact on me. Im going thru this "moments" of my life and I started acting all bitchy and basket and all. I vent it on you. Tantrums. Never ending. I sulk all the time and do all stuffs to anger you. its like sometimes we humans are blinded that very moment by anger. I was. I saw everything from my point of view, I refused to do otherwise. I wanted things, everything to go according to MY plans. I expected you to go along too. I was being selfish. I neglected everything. I was so occupied by me, myself. I neglected you. Your feelings.

I shut away from your explanation. I accused without listening. i jumped into conclusions.

"People (me) with mole on either side of the neck, it indicates an unreasonable temperament. "
Okay lousy excuse.

"Im ignorant, I act rash when things dont go my way. I rant pretty much, but that's because i care about it. Because i anticipate it much. And when they dont go my way i got disappointed and start acting like a kid. But that's because a care." -- now that's better. Haha.

But whatever, Looney, you do know how high up you are in my heart right? Im sorry for being sucha fruitbasket, but ahhh... I know you forgive me. HeeHee.

iie lurbbsaxz yuewww llarrrhaszxc.

PS: http://annoyingorange.spreadshirt.com/ << Check this out!!! Super cute. i want the V neck lady's sweater. Any kind soul? Ahahaha

Humans always thought themselves as sobers.

2010-06-12T12:42:00.000-07:00

So does i.

Its way pass midnight. Way pass the normal sleeping time. The world is asleep, snoring away- smiling to a unrealistic dream, struggling from a fearful nightmare. Here i am. Here we are. Opposite from the normals, from them, all of them. Does it make us abnormals?

The thoughts kept coming. From the left. The right. Everywhere. Every directions. Blended scotch whiskey in my veins. Me, tipping my head to and fro. Muscles relaxed- swaying. Laughing out to myself, but way bitter inside. Deep inside. The fears were back. I miss you, alot, so much. The differences that kept us apart. What was this? Fate? The last time i saw this word it says- Fate, its a pain in the ass. Why is it that the journey seems so... Difficult. Is it? Like in reality? Do you feel or think the way i did? Or did my insecurities get the better of me?

I hold up the head that kept falling back. Its working, the alcohol. But, im thinking so much at this very moment. I hope nothing changed. Be there to remind me of the things i purposely forget. I often thought back to the first night dated four months back. And as i analysis, so much changed. We have adapted to the change. Or so i thought. I accepted things that i control in life, but you cant stop a person from wishing they can go back to the past. Even if wishes dont come true, it a bless to dream of it at times.

There was those times the nights were forever young. And arendaline flooded every vessel. Every inch. The pulse, naughty. I Wna see your smile. From the bottom of your heart. That smile. Oh yes that smile. Ask me silly questions.

Holding up the head again, and letting it fall back. Just as much as i hate the heavy head feeling, i love it. Drunkards irks me and the fear of being one some day. Its ironic. Just like the above passage- one by a less awake mind, one that's infested.

It's like i dont really know what im conveying. It all comes in a blur, or a blurt. Like a heavy traffic with way too much cars wanting to pass. I might reread it someday and ponder. It might be

Hello Wello.

2010-06-10T02:39:00.000-07:00

Tmr's a series of events with my Looney Marcaroni. Oh god, its been so long since Im here anticipating with life. With something happening. Sorry Looney if Im overly hyper. Haha, you know me. More fleas are coming!!! Life, come back to mama alright. Will blog once I have something, probably after tmr, after of shoots.

Yea, bear bear eye am yo!

When I look at you.

2010-06-05T22:32:00.000-07:00

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's are long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

You know Im never good at expressing myself out. But you do know the words I wna say right? My heartfelt words. Im still learning, still trying, never stopping. And Im glad you had faith in me, to acknowledge my efforts, even if there aint even a slight improvement, even when I still bring loads of disappointments.

There are nights where I lie in bed alone. Cant get to sleep. Listening to the songs which you claim tends to make you sleep (But I like!). I thought through the journey, every little bits and pieces that happened. Every little detail. I list out our differences. And as the time goes by, the list gets longer, never ending. And as I lay analyzing all these characteristics that tells us apart, I had these thoughts. Maybe... we dont click. Maybe its a wrong formula that's gna back fire. Maybe. Maybe. And more maybes. I went on further and spin out all the endings that will happen. All bad. That when I get my hysterical moments and start saying all the "weird" things which I later will list as "Im sleep talking".

But thank you. Thank you for having stupid explanations to calm my nerves.

"We are different, that's why we can fit in to the differences of one another.
Like for example you dno A but I know A, and I dno B but you know B, then I can teach you A, you can teach me B."

Hahahahaha. I have to admit there are times Im kinda awed at how your brain function. You can make all the nonsenses sounds like fact. Haha. (But I still hate it when you beat me in an argument.)

And Im sorry I still act like a little girl. Im ignorant. I fell asleep when we are a middle of a text. I couldnt accompany you at times you wanted me to. I was late 45mins on that particular day. I talk back. I poke fun at the generation gap issue. I "TSK" back at you when you hate it because I thought it was funny. I make fun of your chinese. I ask you to shut up cause Im loosing in an argument. BlahBlahBlah.

You made me laugh at occasions and there are times I recalled a certain joke you said before and I started laughing to myself, which tends to freak you out, you gave me the puzzled face and ask whats so funny. Now that made me laugh even harder. But then you freak me out too with sudden attacks even a Shinobi cant handle. (But that doesnt make me a lousy Shinobi okay! You didnt proceed to read out your NRIC number first) What if your sudden attacks goes haywire because I was too freaked out? Like maybe I fell into the MRT track ytd because I was shock and kick you, and you lose control and I fell in and the MRT train just came and... OKAY, I THINK TOO MUCH. But you get what I mean huh? You wont know how to explain to my mum I tell you!

And quit snatching my phone and switching all my favourite songs to yours when Im halfway singing through it. Like Im getting into the "When I look at you" emotions and you switch it to "Solo". Tsk. Haha.

There are so much more I wna write, but, ah... it might take days. Haha. But overall you get what I mean yo? And lastly, here's your favourite words.

Aishiteru, I Love You. WeiWei. Ahahahahahahaha.

When the waves are flooding the shore.

2010-06-05T21:42:00.000-07:00

Its been 5days in a row that I have experienced the 11:11 phenomenon (Correct word choice?). And there are days I get to experience it twice a day. So... what do I mean by that? Well, I know it sounds stupid but there are random times I was maybe studying/ just jamming songs or even sleeping. Then I have this sudden urge to check the time. Just this... feeling. And when I unlock my phone, TADA! the time shows 11:11. Haha. And to speak the truth I didnt constantly check my phone to catch it like some of you will say it as okay. It just... happens. I still gets a shock now even after so many occasions. You could totally see me eyes bulging, mouth open and freezing and staring at my phone screen. Even up till now. No joke.

Its the holidays now and the first thing on my to-do list is to pick my lazy bones off my comfort zone and head down to the library to return that one book still sleeping on my desk. Yes, be awed-- Its one month over-due. I hope the fine aint too hard on me. Haha. But anyways, since its the hols, I guess I wna pick up my hobby for reading again. Its been ages since I always hook up in my bedroom for days just to finish a couple of lovely written novels. Oh, how I miss those days. Haha. I remember myself as that bookworm who swims around the libraries. Those good O'days. Haha

Every second breath

2010-06-03T02:42:00.000-07:00

Looney is nagging me to study cause Im bugging her bout multiple quotes I have picked up from movies/ song lyrics or just randomly thought it up. She's gotta concentrate on her studies and I always have this way of luring her to the darkside with me. Best part is she always got over unknowingly. Hahahaha.

CSA's tmr and I have yet to study the 230pages bout spare parts of CPU, different hard discs, mouses, printers andwhatsoeverfuckohfuck. Like hello? Im in Business studies Group. I should be studying bout Business, Logistics and Operation and Marketing- not learning how to "not-die" if my CPU explode there parts out some day. Its seriously insane. Do they think that we will go out and create a business oneday without a technician? We gotta study what we have to study, and not cramp all bullcraps in our brains. Sooner or later they will get business students to study how to tame animals. Fuxk.

And talking bout papers, I totally screw my accounts paper today. Thanks to myself for thinking Im so smart I can dont study. Was drooling over Victoria Secret's angels with YiZhen on the phone ytd bout their lovely angel faces, and endless legs. Gaa, I know I sound like some lesbian on the run but Im not okay. I just love to study and observe hot babes. Like seriously. Then I wonder, do guys actually gather around and comment how hot other guys look? Okay, that's seriously gay. Haha. Slacked the whole day ytd and everything went wrong today. I even woke up late. Darn, and was in the room taking my test with an empty stomach. I end up wrapping it up, not bothered to double check and spend the rest of the time staring at my bubblegum green nails. I guess... Bye bye to my Z grade, and hopefully an A grade. I gotta at lest have one A right?

Off to date my CSA textbook. ZOMG. 230 pages with ants wording and I haven start even one letter. And my notes are filled with blanks. Thanks again o myself for skipping lectures. FuxkOhFuxk. Gotta study till I fell asleep on my desk again. Hang in there Sheryl, Holidays starts tmr.

*Instant boost! Ciaos.

Bubblegum green. Bubble gum blue.

2010-06-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

On my desk. A cup of water dated back in two days. Pens pens and more pens. Red blue green purple pink yellow orange. Colours of a rainbow. Yet mostly run outta ink. Junk. Tissue papers. Used papers. Country erasers. Rubberbands. Hairclips. Bangles I bought years back. Rings i always buy. But never wore. They were nice, cute. But not on me. I lay them around, to admire. I like these- simple pleasures. Watches that stopped ticking. Like how we all wished time stops along with it. Failed designs for dad's birthday card (Yes, i still do draw cards for love ones on their bdays). Crumpled. Missed the bin. Scissors, shiny sharp. Blades are blunt. Photos. Memories. Childhood memories, me as a kid. I was smiling. Holding on to a certificate, I graduated from PAP. I was in blue robes, the "Square hat". The ring on my fourth finger. I remember it belong to my classmate. The ruby dropped when I was struggling to get into the robe. I was clumsy, even as a kid. But I was happy. I smiled back then. I still smile now. But they werent the same anymore. Its like, the percentage of real happiness were way different.

My desk is in a mess. Well then again, so is my life.

First day. Personality individual level organizational level stereotyping ability heredity narcissism risk taking perception attributing theory attributing error maslow's hierarchy of needs theory alderfer's ERG theory McClelland's theory of needs. Next day. LRAS SRAS AD shift left shift right. Up down. this increase leads to that increase that decrease. Formulas formulas formulas. Growth rate. Labour force.

Its chaotic. Absolutely. But then again, no pain last forever. I will get over it like everyone knows how I will do it. I just needa rant. I love to rant. And you guys gotta hear me rant. Muahahaha.

I just cant wait when everything's over. Where I can enjoy my life. Go to the beach and feel the cool breeze, talk to the moon. Do shoots in black and white and sepia and artistic along alleys with Looney. Shop in heels. Hit flea and bargain. Guy watching. Midnight picnic at the weirdest places in life. Clarkquay nightout, barefoot walking, do shots enjoy life, do shots enjoy life. Yea, you had it, I enjoy simple pleasures.

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Bubblegum green, bubblegum blue. Im an indecisive person. Sometimes i likes it sometimes I loath it. There are moments I grab on, there are moments I push off. Many stuffs have changed, for the better for the worst. Yes, we do wish that we could get back to once things were, where we still believe in fairytales, that we live it, that they all have happy endings. But there's always a process in between every start and every end. And the process dont always comes in a happy melody. Life aint a bed of roses. You changed, I changed. Perceptions are different. Feels are different. I dont complain. Its beyond me. Clocks tick, earth rotates, time waits for no man. Even the power of everyone living paired up together cant fight it off. Not a minute, not a second, not even a moment. Its hard, and Im trying to figure, what's in my mind, what Im thinking, what is for me. It aint fair, I know, but if the wold is fair, the Earth will be square. Nothing goes according to plan. Because every decision made, by whoever whereever always ends up hurting at lest one person on Earth. I guess that's life, if you are never once sad, never once cheated, never once cried, then, till death, you hadnt really lived.

Im a free spirit, I dont accommodate to promises. What for if you just couldnt make it happen? A promise aint broken, a promise that is true, you had to bring it to your grave, to heaven, and Im being honest- I doubt my abilities to do it. I will only tell you I will keep it, as long as I can go. And I hope you dont make any promises, we dont make any promises. Because as the others had said, Im gullible, Im naive, Im- in harsh words, stupid. Every promise thrown and made to me, I believe. If it could be measured, I believe 200% of it. I dont set in impressions on people. I observe them, slowly bit by bit. Its my strength, its my weakness. I see through every fake smile, every armor. And as you obeserve, baddies doesnt seems so bad. Cheaters have a reason behind their actions. They are unreasonable for a reason. I wish at times, I could be heartless, have the courage to speak doubts in my mind. I asked for nothing but these during Christmas. But Santa said no, like how every of you had. You all rather me in this way. I cant be heartless. i wont be happy if I do.

Unwanted attentions

2010-05-31T02:56:00.000-07:00

OB was totally a turn off. Like totally-ly. This is what happens when you dont study and decided you could pray to God and hope you wont die. I slept in at 8plus ytd night cause Im like totally shag. Was having serious hangovers and I just couldnt study. So my plan was to sleep early, and wake up at the buttcrack of dawn (say 5) to study. My alarm went off over and over again. At 5. At 7. In the end I woke up at 9plus. Hell oh Hell, welcome to my life. Speed study everything and die during the test. Jeeze. MarcoEcons tmr. I think history will repeat itself. Life, you suck ballzzz.

But its alright Sheryl told herself. One's down, three more to go. I dont lay low when my enemy still stood their ground. Chey. Off to mug.

Should I braid my sides again? But Em told me I look like I shave my sides when I do braids.

ps: Daddy's birthday tmr! I totally forgot till mumsy reminded me. Gna give a surprise for my beloved Dad! ILYD!

2010-05-30T01:06:00.000-07:00

I hate headaches. especially in an occasion like this when my sem test is tmr. And I haven start studying. Im only left with today to study, but seems like I cant do it. Ahhhhhh. I seriously have no idea where the freaking headache is coming from (yes, from my head). Im not even a tad bit drunk ytd and I fell asleep once I reached home @ 5.30. I woke up at prolly 2.30. So its sufficent sleep right? Then why is there headache?!!!

Rant. Rant. Rant.

And yes, my life sucks big time now. But, a week more of torture and holidays will be here. Im gna make myself promise that I treat myself the way I shall once hols are here. Im not gna give a damn to my empty wallet and Im gna play hard even without cash. Im gna enjoy it to the fullest (which kinda also means waste away my youth and hardcore moneeeey), finish all we have planned out with Looney(L) and celebrate my BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY! But at this point of time, my life still sucks. Yea, whatever, FML.

I know this sounds random but I miss my long fringe and braids. Okay, tuill then. STUDYYYY!

2010-05-24T02:11:00.001-07:00

I seriously dont understand the cyber world now adays. Or maybe Im way too old fashion that I still thought cyber world is so far away from the reality. Its funny how people could actually befriend and act like they know you so well just through msn/ FaceBook/ Twitter etcetcetc when once you changed a DP and they literally forgot they had "chatted" with you before.

Had this person who cant stop introducing himself like everytime Im online.

"Hihi. Hope you dont mind to make friends. Care to intro? I will go first ba. im ____ blablabla this year. You?"
"Sheryl 17"
"Oh... What's your school? Where you live?"
"_Place_ "
"Which part of it you live?"
"_______ lah"
"_______ so big"

Decides to close the convo cause its seriously going no where. And the next time you go online, the same person starts with the same line.

"Hihi. Hope you dont mind to make friends. Care to intro? I will go first ba. im ____ blablabla this year. You?"

Or there's some even better. They remembers you and know you so well when you dont even remember they are in your friends list.

"Hi. What you doing?"
"Hwk"
"Oh, wna meet?"
"I dno you"
"I talk to you before."
"Oh"
"Wna meet?"
"No thanks"

I mean, its kinda crazy how this cyber world thing's kinda making it all seems so... weird (Is that the right word?) I mean its kinda crazy how people can even exchange phone numbers online with strangers that might never get the news even if you die tmr. I mean, yeah, I sounded harsh but...

Okay, maybe Im straight minded and not flexible. But... I just have my principles and they are just some opinions.

Dont let others tell you how the sky's the limit when you can find footsteps on the moon

2010-05-24T01:40:00.000-07:00

Im so shag, so unhappy. And the worst is, I dno why Im unhappy. It aint PMS, my period just went. Or... is there a thing like AFS (After-menes-symptoms?). I had this feeling, of screaming at anyone who dares to talk to me, or punching those who have the "I-m-so-happy-everyday" smile plastered across their face. I will make it a double punch. Or triple. Forget it, I will just perform WingChun then.

我不开心. I tried chocolates. Pelicean chocolate. It doesnt work. I tried to think of ice-cream. Its usually the cure to my shagginess. For this once, I felt like vomiting. I questioned myself "What's wrong?", I got no answers. I felt irritated, fustrated-- I wna cry. But then, I felt stupid. I could totally Lol at myself.

P/S: Sem test is next week. My weekends are packed. And I haven start revising. FML.

Its funny because Imma ready to hand over my name.

2010-05-21T05:37:00.000-07:00

OMFG! My bro just said "I wna listen to SOLO!" and then the radio just had this song up. We were like screaming at each other and was hella excited! Silly us.

"Yes, you didnt hear me wrong. I wna wake up everyday, with you by my side. "

That stupid stick that cant get in the stupid hole. Hahahaha. No, dont take it wrongly. I meant-- That stupid Yakult stick, cant get in the stupid earhole. Lol. And there are dirty minded people like CalvinNg a.k.a CassandraNg who get it all wrong. Tsk Tsk Tsk. Kids nowadays, so dirty minded, anyhow think. Unlike me, pure and naive and INNOCENT! Hahaha. Can totally see the number of people boo-ing and jeering and throwing bottles over already.

Yours Truly is struggling with my earhole enlargement. The stupid yakult stick just wont go through. Have to use my thinner stick to begin with my enlargement. Like that have to do how long then can enlarge to my desired diameter? And Im freaking lazy. Was supposed to enlarge a wrap everyday but I do it like once every few days. Therefore I tried three wraps at one go. Hella lot of pain ): Bo bian lo. I can take the pain, and I will because I have to! Hoho.

School had been school and well... a pest. Its been snatching my sleep away from me. Mean idiot. But well, I guess Im surviving it with my butch of horny girls (YiZhen TheRainCoatSeller and WinnieFred TheUlcerGirl) and a butch of horny bastards in my class. I bet 300million bucks that if there's a day in class without them, Im gna be sleeping all the way. There have been so much projects to be done. Actually, its way too many, like seriously. I wish I wont have to go to school. I wish I dont have to study. But like what all my friends who quit schooling had told me, Im gna regret it someday. And I will end up like them, waste away afew years to play a fool and then regret my decision and head back to school aftermaths. So dont want that to happen. Shery be a good girl, and good girls study. Yea, FML.

If I did not predict wrongly, my phone bill this month bombard tremendously. Have to find a way with my ninja skills to hijack it ASAFP. Till then. Ciao.

If someone betrayed you once, its their fault.
If they betrayed you twice, then its your fault.

You're your own worst enemy, you wont win the fight.

2010-05-20T07:06:00.000-07:00

If we could all ignore the burning in the lungs, then we might make a heaven underwater.

Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Im supposed to be working on my CSA-project-that-involves-a-whole-lot-of-spreadsheets-which-I-freaking-dont-understand. But I guess I cant resist to the temptations of the net- I ended up spending the whole evening FaceBooking, BlogHopping, doing up this blogskin (Im like really rusty and get so annoyed when the codes doesnt much!), and posting now. So much for boasting and praising myself for resisting the claws of temptations to Fred in school this morning.

*Time Check: 1017p.m.
And by the look of my Excel Spreadsheets, I will have to burn the midnight oil later on. Ever since school started, my body clock had somehow screwed up. Im always suffering from the fate of insufficient sleep ): If I could, maybe I will waste my Sat and Sun away by sleeping. But if I do that, then I will be officially named no life. Sigh, there's so much to worry about in life.

Well, I decided to head back to blogger because Im kinda sick and tired of the short abrupt posts Im doing up on OnSugar. The contrast is really great. Im getting so much more naggy and chattier when Im posting on Blogger. But whenever i tried squeezing and whipping up a long post in OnSugar, i just cant. Guess I aint very adaptable huh? I think I will whip long cheesy and naggy posts here and probably treat my OnSugar like tumblr where I post short craps there. Or maybe I should GIVE my OnSugar to Ted since he seemingly likes to snoop around my OnSugar like some kay-poh mega mee-pok. But well, anyway, blogger, your photo uploader still sucks. And you know what? OnSugar could do so much better and faster then you. But despite that, Im heading back into your arms, so do show some appreciation and try to improve can anot?

And i have this sudden though. Actually the above theory kinda applies to relationships dont it? Your other half might leave you somewhere in between, but the one for you will somehow or rather just comes back to you in the end. Okay, Im random and bull-shitting around again.

Have been spending so much on food nowadays. And no, it aint outside food. Im investing so much to the school's industry they are gna award me for it. Seriously, have been eating eating eating and buying candies candies and more candies. And not o mention BistroWalk ): Its time to save up!!! Nowadays, withdrawing cash just dampen my mood pretty badly. Looking at how my bank just dries up sucks. I still have so much to get and yet, I dont even have enough money to get them now. Look on the bright side girl. Remember:

"Happiness is a state of mind, not what's in your wallet"-Byron Pulsifer

Yea, I will try to keep that in mind. And maybe if I start listening in class, try my best to stop vulgarities hurling, quit making fun at my teachers and name them after animals, come home earlier everyday and do my homework........ then maybe Santa will see my effort and send me all my wants on Christmas! But to think again, wahlao, Christmas like long only. Sigh~ Chicken say bye bye.

I hate it that now I ran out of rubberbands because my last hope is still entangled around Shaun's wrist and he refused to give it back to me. And Im so lazy to go all the way to purchase new ones I have to make do with the lousy-cant-keep-your-hair-up-long ones. Damn Shaun, even have the cheek to say "Saw this, m not returning" right into my face today. So gna show my ninja skills tmr and snatch it back tmr, tgt with his Iphone.

Note to self: Buy rubberbands tmr. Steal the Yakult straw from the drink store tmr to start with my earhole enlargement. Totally forgot bout it until JingWei asked me bout it ytd. I was like "Oh Ya! I forgot I wanted to enlarge my earhole"-.-. Have to save and quit eating expensive food. Cut down on candies and ice-creams. Find a goody shop, I WANT PIERCE FROWNY!

Im rather random today and unsually naggy. Cant help it, I missed blogger so much, SMOOCH! I ran out of things to say and will probably sign off here. Till then. Loves everybody.

They say that its the bad memories that brought you the pain.
But it is in fact the good ones that drives you insane.

Testing

2010-05-20T04:58:00.001-07:00

Testing.